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I sat there shaking
ever complaining
will this world ever seem right
i try and i try
every night to feel happy
smile, laugh and feel right
as people tell me
expect of me
request of me
even though all i want to do is cry
i sit there in the dark
curled up tight
trying to forget
push it down
and hide
so that i can smile and laugh
and feel right
but everyday
i try and try with all my might
but all i can manage
is a fake smile with broken eyes
so i run away
find somewhere to be alone
so i dont have to lie
i can just cry